I wonder what it feels like to not have thoughts running through your head at light speed… To just set and focus on one passion then move to the other without anything intruding and being able to set in wonder at such a gentle moment of a inner peace. As I set here thinking of what to write I cannot choose what words I should use to mark this page. Should I tell a sinners tale or maybe bring a moment of longing and desire. Will a tear be the ending of this page or a sultry smile? I guess it doesn’t really matter as long as when I slip across this page I should see what is relevant to me and maybe when I strike the final key I will have left a piece of me that you might carry away and hold onto in your darkest hours and with it be brought a smile or a tear, when you know that not all of life is filled with cheer but we still muddle through…
As you know or as you read this you will realize that I have a need to release my soul upon a page. I do not know why this is when I am considered, by most, a very private person. I like to be secluded in my own thoughts more then to enmeshed into the thoughts and concerns of other unless of course that person is my lover then I am greedy to know it all when in truth I can’t give all of that of me.. I wonder if that is entirely fair. Now I think I might know where this page may go as it dawns on me what I really need to say… Sorry for all the rambling.
A craving in the deepest part of my soul is all I know
It hungers and devourers threatening to consume
Limitless and without a restriction it must be fed
A total commitment to not leave anything undiscovered
A burning of my soul to know each inch of exposed flesh beneath my finger tips
A longing to savor a long deep kiss as lips should meet
The feeling of a lover wrapping me tight in her embrace as her legs pull me in and her arms press me tight
Her hair in my hands as my lips find her neck and my teeth sink in
Her body moving in motion with mine in such a sultry dance only true lovers can do
I can’t be confined or held in restraint
This moment has to be a total submission to the end a release of all inhabitations
Passion in its deepest and purest fashion
When bodies are joined and they can’t escape till they are spent
Your soul burning and your heart pounding out of control
Then all of time stands still and without a breath left to be spent on frivolous words
In just one long deep look into another’s eyes you will know
You are Lost
Well I am glad I got that out… ~grins~ I hope you will not think badly of me no matter what crimes of life I might create or actually do but know that passion runs high in this simple shell and the puzzle inside will always be a complex puzzle…. I just hope somebody can one day figure it out…And Soon~~
Michael
P.S. Sorry about that confession thingy... I guess there are just some things some don't need to know.. Or is there...~grins~
Good morning Michael. I understand about intruding and multiple thoughts, I get needing to have a place to do it - letting it out - revisiting it later. I too am private, although no one here might believe that. People in my real life - would be shocked... but thankfully we have this space.
ReplyDeleteI've read the other posts and I'm speechless, I don't get that you are looking for words of comfort, for that will come to you when and how you allow it..
(I am sorry, I hit *post* on your message in my blog, but somehow it disappeared).
Don't ever apologize for *confessions* - k?
It's nice to see you writing again.
Looks at my comment above --- lol --- did I speak too soon? You've fallen silent again...
ReplyDeleteYou're going to make me put out a BOLO for you huh?
ReplyDeleteand here i thought you finally found a place to write again.... WRITE!!!! ;-) I hope, by now, you are feeling better inside.. and I would never think any less of you.. but you know that already ;-)
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