Lost!!!

I wonder what it feels like to not have thoughts running through your head at light speed… To just set and focus on one passion then move to the other without anything intruding and being able to set in wonder at such a gentle moment of a inner peace. As I set here thinking of what to write I cannot choose what words I should use to mark this page. Should I tell a sinners tale or maybe bring a moment of longing and desire. Will a tear be the ending of this page or a sultry smile? I guess it doesn’t really matter as long as when I slip across this page I should see what is relevant to me and maybe when I strike the final key I will have left a piece of me that you might carry away and hold onto in your darkest hours and with it be brought a smile or a tear, when you know that not all of life is filled with cheer but we still muddle through…

As you know or as you read this you will realize that I have a need to release my soul upon a page. I do not know why this is when I am considered, by most, a very private person. I like to be secluded in my own thoughts more then to enmeshed into the thoughts and concerns of other unless of course that person is my lover then I am greedy to know it all when in truth I can’t give all of that of me.. I wonder if that is entirely fair. Now I think I might know where this page may go as it dawns on me what I really need to say… Sorry for all the rambling.

A craving in the deepest part of my soul is all I know

It hungers and devourers threatening to consume

Limitless and without a restriction it must be fed

A total commitment to not leave anything undiscovered

A burning of my soul to know each inch of exposed flesh beneath my finger tips

A longing to savor a long deep kiss as lips should meet

The feeling of a lover wrapping me tight in her embrace as her legs pull me in and her arms press me tight

Her hair in my hands as my lips find her neck and my teeth sink in

Her body moving in motion with mine in such a sultry dance only true lovers can do

I can’t be confined or held in restraint

This moment has to be a total submission to the end a release of all inhabitations

Passion in its deepest and purest fashion

When bodies are joined and they can’t escape till they are spent

Your soul burning and your heart pounding out of control

Then all of time stands still and without a breath left to be spent on frivolous words

In just one long deep look into another’s eyes you will know

You are Lost

Well I am glad I got that out… ~grins~ I hope you will not think badly of me no matter what crimes of life I might create or actually do but know that passion runs high in this simple shell and the puzzle inside will always be a complex puzzle…. I just hope somebody can one day figure it out…And Soon~~
Michael

P.S. Sorry about that confession thingy... I guess there are just some things some don't need to know.. Or is there...~grins~

Let Us Dance

I want to dance with you

Standing toe to toe with you in perfect silence waiting for the music

Doesn’t matter how crowded the floor may be or if not another soul should exist

You holding onto me and I holding you in a gentle embrace

I don’t want to bounce, bop or even jump about no acting the fool with you

Music soft and slow with a sound so sweet that it could make you weep

Gliding and swaying across the floor lost in the music and the beat of our hearts

Deep into each other we fall not worrying where we might tread knowing each step will fall where it needs to be

Moving apart and turning about coming together again lost is the motion of music and sound it conveys

Heart racing, pulse quickens, each breath a labor to take

Legs weaken, bodies glisten till all we have is each other for support

I want to linger this way knowing the sweet scent of you as we get lost together

I want us as partners unlike any other and to always find myself with you

No matter the trial, no matter the test, it doesn’t matter if we never get the chance to rest

Bodies swaying together from one heart beat to the next knowing this is not something we can resist

When the song ends I want the world to see we are one

No doubt in any mind should linger as it all comes to an end and we are back where we began waiting for the music to start again

I want to always dance with you

Michael